I'm really mad right now like seriouse i'm tired of all of these Hypicrits thinking they can be so mature about something when there not being mature there being cold hearted. Just cause they can keep everything inside doesn't mean there so mature. I've probably been threw so much harder stuff then they have where they claim that they've been threw alot HAH thats all I can say to there faces. Try living without a mother for 13 years and finally out of know where she shows up, try having to listen to racism everything and being half and half makes it insulting like your being insulted but not directly, try having to deal with being broke or having money problems looking at all the things that everyone else has but you can have cause you can't afford it. I've had to sacrafice so much in my life like seriouse and you think that you have it bad yeah you might get in fights with you parents here and there but have you parents/family ever told you that you were disgracing them/breaking the family apart. No i don't think so, so you can take back every single word that you said cause you don't understand what i have to deal with and you don't understand anything about me. I'm not an attention whore (am i allowed to say that?) and i certainly don't look for attention in the way you think i do everyone likes attention don't denay it everyone wants to be notice sometimes in there life. Just because i'm more open about my feelings doesn't make me an attention whore i've lived most of my life having to comfort myself and having to cry to myself. Which leads me to another point when you were sad and lonely who would you turn to huh? your mother or your father but for me oh well its no one i didn't have a mother and my father was new to the whole parenting thing he didn't know what to say or to do so when i was sad i'd run to myself when i needed someone to tell me comforting works and to hold me and tell me that everything would be alright i did it myself.
So now after reading this what do you think its probably "oh wow what a drama queen" but honestly i'm not being the drama queen here i'm being the honest person here and mature person. Its funny cause your suppose to be older then me so you've probably read "To Kill a Mockingbird" and that you'd never be able to truely understand them without being in there position or in there shoes Huh you must have slepted during that class or something cause you oviously don't know or didn't learn anything from it.
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It's true. No one knows how you feel. Definitley, there is someone out there been exactly what you have been through, but every one is different, because each situation is " unique"
Nikki, I've been where you are ( no hypocrite there, you already know) and I also thought I had it bad, until I learned from it and grew stronger. ( again, you know I did )
Hmmm...interesting...here's a connection
"Try living without a mother for 13 years."
" Try living without a father for 13 years"
This is where our situation gets
"unique"
Yours comes back.
Mine passes away or dies.
"Your breaking the family apart"
I know that way too well Nikki, and in the end, my family broke apart. and in a way, it was my fault. All of it, the tears and blood, the yelling, the divorce. It was all my fault.
Yea, It get's tiring to hear from people who really don't know what is like, but I tell them that because I want them to know what to do when it happens to them.
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