All the Young Dudes XD

Hahaha the day was great today, well it started out great after school had nuthing to so my friends invited me to go to Red Robins only they got there before me. When i came in i told the lady that i was just gonna meet my friends and she told me that they were waiting down below (It was kinda weird i was all woah they actually told someone that i was coming_ but once i got there i realized what they had done they had told the lady that its as my birthday so that they would get free sundaes...what great friends. But yes it just reminds me how young and funny us kids are, like seriously when we think about it we haven't matured as much as we think over the past 4 or 5 years from elementary we're all still so naive. We might have stop watching disney channel or stopped buying backstreet boys and Nsynic CD's but our personality and immaturity probably dropepd like two bars from the Adult/Mature status bar. Or how when someone says balls something we all start cracking up in laughter. But its a some what of a good thing you know like how they say the younger out minds say the more that we'll be able to understand our kids in the future.

I'm seriously getting Sick of you all!

I'm really mad right now like seriouse i'm tired of all of these Hypicrits thinking they can be so mature about something when there not being mature there being cold hearted. Just cause they can keep everything inside doesn't mean there so mature. I've probably been threw so much harder stuff then they have where they claim that they've been threw alot HAH thats all I can say to there faces. Try living without a mother for 13 years and finally out of know where she shows up, try having to listen to racism everything and being half and half makes it insulting like your being insulted but not directly, try having to deal with being broke or having money problems looking at all the things that everyone else has but you can have cause you can't afford it. I've had to sacrafice so much in my life like seriouse and you think that you have it bad yeah you might get in fights with you parents here and there but have you parents/family ever told you that you were disgracing them/breaking the family apart. No i don't think so, so you can take back every single word that you said cause you don't understand what i have to deal with and you don't understand anything about me. I'm not an attention whore (am i allowed to say that?) and i certainly don't look for attention in the way you think i do everyone likes attention don't denay it everyone wants to be notice sometimes in there life. Just because i'm more open about my feelings doesn't make me an attention whore i've lived most of my life having to comfort myself and having to cry to myself. Which leads me to another point when you were sad and lonely who would you turn to huh? your mother or your father but for me oh well its no one i didn't have a mother and my father was new to the whole parenting thing he didn't know what to say or to do so when i was sad i'd run to myself when i needed someone to tell me comforting works and to hold me and tell me that everything would be alright i did it myself.

So now after reading this what do you think its probably "oh wow what a drama queen" but honestly i'm not being the drama queen here i'm being the honest person here and mature person. Its funny cause your suppose to be older then me so you've probably read "To Kill a Mockingbird" and that you'd never be able to truely understand them without being in there position or in there shoes Huh you must have slepted during that class or something cause you oviously don't know or didn't learn anything from it.

TWILGIHT!!!

I just watched TWILIGHT!!!

it was great WOOP WOOP!

Especally Edward (Robert pattinson) he was super BOMB in there also Jacob was pretty bomb0-licous to (tayler Lautner) but yes. Ok so I should probably add in something meaning full other then the fact that i'm a fan girl for two guys. XD

Well it was a pretty good movie thats all I can say, like the lighting was really good with the visual effects well except for the part when he went into the sun light and like he started to glitter it was kinda weird in a way. But its the first movie and all so i don't expect it to be really bit and fancy like pirates of the carribean the first movie was good but then like the 2nd and third movie were really amazing with the graphics. Which reminds me I saw the new harry potter trailer today and it was o.m.g amazing (if you don't know what that means Mr hartley its Oh my GOd-----Just kidding i'm only playing around with ya) but yes the graphits blew me away holy crap fantasic. I was like woah it looks so real *.* hahaha i've always been a real Graphic/CG fan like whenever i bought video games they were usually just for the graphics (hahahaha what a money burner i am)

But back to twilight yes it was amazing to me at least the only dis-likes i had with it was the fact that on each scene it went by really fast like the scene where she finds out that he is a vampire. It was all like you can out run me or beat me, i'm a monster, no your not, i love you, next scene hey lets go on a date. like my mind was all WAOH!!!! That and the Diologe was all wack like seriously who say "I can't dance" "I can always make you dance" "i'm not afraid of you" thats all hopefully New Moon will be alot better.

But yes thats all i have to now i'm out.

We're suppose to me FAMILY!

You know what just grinds my gears when like your family members don't stick up for you when you need them the most. It make so mad oh my god you have no idea (or maybe you do) cause i was in a situation where there were rumors being started about me and some happen to go up to my relative be all hey omg did you hear about her and she did this and i heard that. When i asked her what she told them and if she stuck up for me her answer was "oh I let people have there opinion" Its like yeah we're family and yeah its a good thing to let people have there opinions but like when it involve your family member you should stick up for them regardless, without a second thought.
Then like how your family always lectures you how you have to stand up and protect your family. But you can't even stick up for them because your afraid of getting into the situation or making a bad reputation.