All i wanted is you love. love. lovelovelovelovelove.

hahahaha yes that title is from the song by the plain white t's hahaha wasn't it like voted as one of the most annoying song i don't know i really like it alot. So anyways wow i sure can't keep a self promise i promised myself that i wouldn't fall head over heels for another guy and look what happens my head is where my heels should be and Vise Versa. If weird I wasn't trying to look for romance it just happened i guess but i'm glas and this time it wasn't cause he had really cool looking hair. But yes it all started in break club my friends that are like brothers to me told me to join break cause they'd make me happy and i'd be able to get my mind off of you know who so i did. When one day theres this new guy who isn't that bad looking but that wasn't what i was thinking in my head i was actually thinking "oh wow he looks angry i better stay away from him" which was true he looked oh mega pissed off like woah! But then the next few days i actually got to get to know him and he made me laugh super super hard but i really just considered him as a friend and i had just gotten my heart badly broken and smashed to pieces. When one day after 5th period (my favorite period might i say--cough--cough--A + please) i came out and he was like standing there right next to my classroom and i was all "Woah hey its you" and he was all hey whats up and then he walked me to calls and we kinda just talked about art and drawing cause he was a part time tattoo artist and i wanted to be one. After that he left to California for a week so i got his number from a friend and talked to him on the phone i left a really dumb voice message. But after that we talked more and more then one night he told me that he liked me and i couldn't denay that i liked him to. After that we talked more and more when finally one day while walking to art class i gave him a hug goodbye and i accidently hit my head on his tooth we were all "oww that really hurt i'm sorry" and he gave me another hug and was all "im sry...nikki will you go out with me" hahaha caught me off guard like "oh my god" but i said yes and after it was just like "wow my very first boyfriend" which lead to many of my friends awww and teasing me.
But whatever its all good cause its my first relationship and it might last forever or it might i'm just gonna go with the flow.

On ICE!

Oh my god i'm so happy like really really really happy, it all started at dinner my dad and i were talking about cleanign the house and getting ready for christmas and then i was all we need to get frames for these pictures and one of the pictures happen to be me when i use to figure skate. So i was all dad can i go back into figure skating i miss it alot and he was all yeah why not so now i'm happy.
Figure skating is really important to me i started when i was 1 0-11 and after that i feel in love with it thats like when i had to stop it really hurt me alot. I felt really bad cause my couch had told me that i had so much potential to be so great at it and i was really i really believed her but my dad was having money problems and i hated seeing him suffer so i told him lets stop figure skating. It was bad i lost my shape and perfect toned figure (even though some friends dissagree) and every little thing that had to do with figure skating haunted me like i couldnt' even watch anything that had to do with ice skating without feeling regret and realized what a mistake it was to quit but i knew for now it was the best.
I don't know figure skating was so important to me just feeling the ice below my feet and being able to glide and it felt like i was in my own world just me and the ice. Espeically listening to the music and to my routines on the ice it was like magic like i was born for it, i realize that when i stopped figure skating that it took apart of me with it so i can't wait till spring when i get back into it.